✧ 01. About Me

Foreword

This page will have a lot in it, and this is generally just a page to know some random and kind of intimate things about me. It may grow with time... I hope I don't have to make too many extra pages. That'd be awkward to do, with how scuffed this site is.

The things that go in your TikTok Bio

• Name(s): 
  • Utsusemi Rizna Lebkuchens
  • Yurushi Shiruyu
  • both are online aliases.
• Age / DOB:
  • 22 Years Old
  • June 3rd Birthday
• Pronouns:
  • Any/All
  • She/Her is ok too.
• Orientation:
  • Polyamorous
  • Lesbian
  • Apagender, or some similar label. I am Me. That is all.
• Status:
• Info for the Doctors:
  • OCD
  • BPD
  • AuDHD
  • Chronic Fatigue
  • Other physical things that don't account for the insanity on this website.
• Bonus:
  • Yumejoshi.
  • Certified Catgirl

Links to ... Me

The VTuber Front

The Random Girl Front

Assorted Information

• Nickname(s): 
  • Utsu
  • Semi
  • Riz
  • Leb
  • Lebubu
  • Lebster
  • Ritz
  • Usemi
  • Lebusemi
  • Lebanese
  • Yuru
  • Yuyu
  • Yushi
  • Lava Girl
  • Chef
• Languages: 
  • English (fluent)
  • Japanese (moderate, rusty)
  • French (elementary)
  • Spanish (basic)
• Occupation: 
  • Traditionally Unemployed
  • Untraditionally Employed as an artist.
• Chinese Zodiac: 
  • Wood Monkey (2004)
• Western Zodiac: 
  • Gemini Sun
  • Sagittarius Moon
  • Sagittarius Rising
• Alignment: 
  • Chaotic Neutral
• Favorite Colors: 
  • White
  • Baby Blue
  • Red
  • Gold
  • I can enjoy any color. These are my favorites.
• Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: 
  • Cookies 2-Step
• Favorite Side of the Bed: 
  • Right (from my POV)
• Favorite Drinks: 
  • Arizona Green Tea
  • Mountain Dew Baja Blast
  • Chocolate Milk
• Favorite Video Game(s): 
  • DEEMO
  • Stellar Blade
  • Minecraft
  • Resident Evil 4
  • Final Fantasy XIV
• Favorite Restaurant: 
  • Chick Fil-A
  • ...debatable nowadays.
• Favorite Animals: 
  • Goat
  • Monkey
  • Cat
  • Lobster
• Favorite Fish: 
  • Sacabambaspis
  • Also a fan of Jellyfish
• Flowers:
  • Lily of the Valley
  • Forget-me-not
  • Meconopsis
• Favorite Sanrio Character: 
  • Cinnamoroll
• Undertale SOUL:
  • Justice

Things I know about Myself

• I like spreadsheets and organizing things, but I'm bad at upkeep.
• I clean my room every 1-2 weeks. Sometimes it's not even that dirty, and I clean it anyways.
• My favorite season is Spring.
• My favorite flavor profile is umami.
• I've been on the internet since I was 5.
• The event that changed my life, besides my parents divorcing, was receiving my first samsung tablet at the age of 10.
  • If you look at my interests, they almost all somehow link back to DEEMO (it was the first game i played on said tablet).
• I lack object permanence, and it's a blessing and a curse.
• Cat paws are the cutest.
• I enjoy the rain until it starts pouring very hard and making the world muddy and soggy.
• I am bad with kids. Not that I hate them, I just struggle to interact with them.
• When I was 8, I chewed on a glowstick to stim until it bursted in my mouth, and I started crying thinking I was gonna die.
• I didn't know how to file my taxes until I was 21 (but I didn't have to until then, either.)
• I am not a fan of AI, and have had my art stolen by it before.
• I like to learn new things, but I hate how school is structured and I hate homework more.
• When I was 13, I developed a small top-down shooter in a game design camp.
• I've never watched an entire episode of Dragon Ball, and that is apparently a cardinal sin.
• I cannot sleep with socks on.
• I suffer from megalophobia, to the point I can't stand next to some trees or buildings without feeling anxious.
• I'm not a huge fan of steak, and it's mostly been because I always had it well-done.
• I'm a natural builder and farmer in minecraft.
• I love experimenting on things, especially with my own life.
• I feel like an alien to the world, and I observe people's behaviors to figure out how to be a bit more human.
• I enjoy the dark.
• I'm followed by Lil Tay on twitter. I am unsure how to feel about this now.
• I roll a d20 every day before work to choose what earrings I wear for the day.
• My coworkers definitely know I'm autistic, but my family probably doesn't think so.
  • I've been compared to the following characters throughout my life: Pope (Animal Kingdom), Woo young-woo (Extraordinary Attorney Woo), Entrapta (She-Ra), Rapunzel (Tangled), Hange Zoe (Attack on Titan), Twilight Sparkle (My Little Pony), Marina (Splatoon)
• I miss my hairstylist.
  • I last saw her before I graduated high school in 2022.
• I like naming myself after songs, singers, or characters that are near and dear to my heart.
  • My current Name comprises of: Utsusemi (song by Miyo Takashiro), Rizna (a vocalist on some of t+pazolite's songs), and Lebkuchen (from Little Goody Two Shoes)
• One of these days, I'll figure out how to tie my own shoes.
• I keep a folder of videos that never fail to make me laugh. It's called 'wheezes' (because I laugh so hard I wheeze when I watch them.)
• I am not entirely sure if i'm a furry, but I think they're interesting and very creative people.
  • They truly don't deserve the shit they get for existing and having an interest.
• When I was 11-12, I used to selfship with Chara (Undertale) and Jasper (Steven Universe).
  • Perhaps this was the beginning of my journey with sexuality.
• The Raiden Shogun is my favorite Genshin Impact character of all time.
  • I want to cut my wedding cake with either her Musou Isshin, or Engulfing Lightning.
• I had a dog named Domino. He was a white and black-spotted Border Collie.
  • Domino loved to run, so much he ran an entire track in our backyard, where all the grass died and didn't come back until the new house owners fixed the backyard.
  • Every time he went to the groomer, he'd come back super bald and I always thought about how amusing it was he was so skinny with such a huge head.
• I am mixed-race. It's a very complicated kind of existence.
• I have a strange fascination with Shirley Temples.
  • It began on a cruise I went on when I was 10-11, and I got a pass for free drinks. I didn't know any other non-alcoholic drinks, so I just kept asking for a shirley temple 2-3 times a day.
  • The bartender was probably amused with this.
• I was never considered "pretty" as a kid, because I was consistently kinda just... kid-looking and a bit chubby.
  • To this day, I still am unsure how to look beautiful. So I just start to replicate the looks of characters I like and hope it works.
  • It sorta does.
• My favorite VTuber is Houshou Marine.
• I'm okay with being a loser, because at least I am happy.
  • Maybe that doesn't make me so much of a loser after all.
• I used to run a Genshin Impact roleplay group on VRChat.
  • When you phrase it like that, it sounds crazy, but it felt more like an improv group than anything.
• I often feel like I am the most passionate person in my circles, much to everyone's chagrin.
  • That passion pushes me to keep doing things, so that's fine.
• I can't have tomato paste, but ketchup in light amounts is ok, and so are raw tomatoes.
• I am often mistaken as Hispanic, and have mastered the answer to "You speak spanish?" (I don't.)
  • In 1st or 2nd grade, because of this, I am pretty sure the spanish teacher hated me because I didn't know anything and she kept calling on me then getting upset when I didn't know. I probably looked like a no sabo kid to her.
• I've always wanted to make a proper video game.
• My dreams are pretty prophetic.
• I have very sensitive tastebuds. I think it's called "supertaster" ?